What happens when.....

When the sun goes down and everyone gets in their beds.....
sleep becomes an invited comfort for a person's long day
Not for me, as it gets dark.... I stay by the warm glow of my laptop
Never doing the same thing after the night before
Sometimes clickin around myspace, facebook, or myyearbook
But always listening to muzik.... bringing myself into a meditated state
As I slowly slip into deep thought I give in and let my mind and heart take control
I never know where It is goin, but I let go

Some nights I think back at other nights, wonder what was going on in my life at that time
The difference in thoughts and emotions from one night to another are always changing
My heart belonging to, what seems like, a new girl each week or so
But as of recent my heart seems to be completely set on one girl

There was a time not so long ago that our communication was crippled.....
and each night dragged on longer than the next
Wondering, waiting, patiently hoping for that one phone call that will bring my heart to rest
Killing my constant worry and concern
Allowing myself to actually fall asleep comfortably
Hearing her voice, reading her words, seeing her face brings a warmth like no other

Is this the end of my pain?
Will she be the girl to make and keep me happy?
Have I found a girl I can fall in love w/?

Yes, when the simple thing of just hearing her name brings me undying joy.... it will always be a yes for anything, although I don't want to rush a romance, I am hoping this works out

What happens when I stay up all night?
I think
I reminisce
I picture us finally together
I feel at one w/ my life
I accept
I divulge my emotions through a constructive outlet
I live