Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Lost in my own heart

I believe that I am falling, no correction, I HAVE fallen for this girl. But there is a catch...hehe, there always is huh? Im am sad to say that I think that I have fallen for the wrong girl at the wrong time, but for ALL the right reasons. My heart isn't confused w/ whether or not my emotions are true, they most certainly are. I really care for her, more than I thought I ever would, the only problem is the timing. So much is going on, I believe that I have entered into her life at the wrong time.....or maybe thats just how it seems, maybe its supposed to be this way. This inturn lies the problem...im so confused. I do know or sure that my feelings for her aren't wrong, not what so ever. As far as why/ how much/ or if she truly has feelings for me...only she knows...but she continues to give me the attention that keeps me involved, and more. I just worry that in the end after what I have tried to do, I will fall short of a minor success....am I helping her in anyway? What impact am I really having on her life? What difference do/ have I made in her life? Does she event need/want me around whilst she is going through her own difficult times? So manyquestions....so little answers....I wait around hoping that maybe over time some will be answered, cuz I doubt they all will......only time will tell. Because you will never know....until ofcourse you know.

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